April 2011
14 posts
Just got in from playing hockey. We lost 9-1. SUCCESS
FIRST HOCKEY GAME TONIGHT IM GOING TO SCORE A MILLION GOALS NO ONE CAN STOP ME
why i bother is beyond me
why i try is a mystery
you can tell me no,
it doesn’t matter though
I’m stupid, I’m stubborn,
I’m all of the above
I’m going nowhere, I’m getting nowhere,
i wish you would leave,
My dear, Emily,
i wish you would leave.
for once i actually found the receipt i was looking for! Woo!
i always lose receipts to things i want to return
i have close to 300 dollars in shit i wanted to return, but couldn’t just laying around in my room…
bitter bitter
for the first time in months not a single soul was in the house but me and a friend, so we took the opportunity to stomp around the house being loud. I forgot how much fun stomping was.
I just started writing today and it felt great, just let it flow, with no expectations of it becoming anything, and it’s a bit exciting. I wrote a paragraph this afternoon and left it and then I got the sudden urge to continue writing where I finished. Sadly this is probably the most creative thing I’ve done in months…
fateisforlosers asked: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEWw6d71ryo
Alas, after many years of having an incredibly awful signature, i’ve found a signature I am happy with! Time to lose my debit, credit, and health card, along with drivers licence so i can now resign them all with legible signatures! but seriously, my signature was incredibly embarrassing before, signing V and W sucks if youre a messy writer like me. Well, I know i’ll be getting a good...
March 2011
12 posts
i want to be someone, i think we all do, somewhere inside of us, we just want to be identifiable, be able to say we aren’t just like everybody else, but who the fuck cares, we’re all born, and we’re all dying, we all care, we care too much, why can’t we be happy to be alive, why can’t i appreciate every breath i take, why can’t i love you for you, and why...
WatchI saw bright eyes last night, and it was awesome, I had to leave early and missed some great songs but what can ya do. A couple days ago I did a cover of Ladder Song, and I thought I’d share it with you guys, I warn you though it’s far from perfect though. Ignore the random weird faces I make.
I was on TV/Bright Eyes!
On Wednesday night I made my first appearance on TV as a ‘filmmaker’. Although it was only Rogers TV, it was a great opportunity to be interviewed about my stuff, inspires me to get off my ass and do more stuff! The interview didn’t turn out that bad, but it made me realize how awful my teeth are, but other than that I think I was too awkward :) I’m very excited! On Sunday...
elephantshoesmusic asked: I couldn't figure out how to reply to your blog post (I encourage you to laugh), but I think you should read The War of Art by Steven Pressfield. It's a pretty short book and sounds kind of hokey, but it's really neat and has an eye-opening way of approaching creativity, work-ethic and procrastination. I didn't even read the whole thing because I had to return it, but it blew...
a strange desire
i dont know when it started, but it seems i’ve felt like this for awhile now, but i always have this desire for things to end. For example, I always am wanting work to end, i can’t just enjoy my time there. I think to myself, when is work done? How many hours left? and I contemplate how I can pass my time faster at work so I can finish. Now I know it would be strange for me to WANT to...
elephantshoesmusic:
My latest demo! Lend me your...
Something I've noticed.
Over the past 3 years I’ve become a much simpler person. I used to be full of much more energy and did a lot more things before, on top of that, i completed a lot more things as well, I was really involved with my interests and although I had a shit work ethic, I was driven by my passion for certain things which lead to some great artistic stuff, like writing, making music and creating...
February 2011
21 posts
reinstalled final fantasy xi
oh dear god what have i done.
Hellllllllloooo
Hi tumblr. Just some thoughts
Celebrity gossip is incredibly fucked, never really paid attention to it before, but while overhearing the entertainment show my mom was watch, i wanted to be sick, what the fuck is wrong with people, let people live, so what if a celeb cries in public, piss off
I have to work 41 hours next week + wake up 4:30am 3 times for 6am shifts. fuck.
I’ll be on TV...
My life is slowly getting more fun and better.
I warn you this is a long ass post. Today started off excellently, as I found out I was accepted to Humber’s Film Studies program. For the first time today, I was actually excited about getting into a school. I didn’t care when I got into York or UofT last year, and didn’t really care at all when I got into Guelph. Humber is different though, although it’s a college,...
thedefeatedhorizon-deactivated2 asked: I am not going to ask you anything, I just wanted to let you know I am looking forward to Bright Eyes. It will be the most enjoyably depressing experience of all time.
Another work related post.
This is kind of fucked. Doesn’t happen as often, but I have fucked up sleep patterns where I wake up every few hours some nights and have this weird thing where I wake up, but only my mind is awake and I can’t move at all, it used to be terrifying.
Anywho, some nights after working my typical 8 and half hour shift, I’ll go to bed, and as I’m drifting to bed I’ll be...
I always wanted to work in sales with product I liked (cameras) but I never thought of the actual sales aspect of it, just thought about shooting the shit with customers about cameras. Now having worked in two departments, I’ve realized sales is all about manipulation and how you can suck as much money out of everybody, kinda makes you feel shitty when you know someone can’t afford...
Yay!
Accepted to Guelph-Humber +2 grand schol. woop.
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1000fates:
fateisforlosers asked: http://www.mediafire.com/?otar915m6e7df51
I finally put my new visor on my helmet for hockey so I don’t take a stick/puck to the face which means I can now wear my glasses while playing hockey again. I need contacts though, last thing I need is for my 200 dollar raybans to break…I’ve already been through 2 pairs, what the fuck is wrong with me, why do I not value my things more?
Every time I put my dogs to sleep Coco, always looks up at me with this terrified and sad look on her face.
to be alone without feeling lonely is wonderful.
to be surround by people and feel alone is absolutely terrible.
my internet is slow, why is my internet slow.
Thank you taikun for tweeting about the people’s key leaking. i am beyond happy.
HA.
5 days in a row off next week. So much time to play vidya. Dead Rising 2 is awesome. Any game that lets you play as a grown man, dress up as woman and kill zombies with coat hangers is awesome.
January 2011
14 posts
thank you Four Eyed Monsters
Once again Four Eyed Monsters has saved me in an artistic way. When I first saw the film way back, it made me realize what i wanted to do in life. I fell in love with struggle as it teaches you to be disciplined. Unfortunately, that was 3 years ago, and now here I am, nearly 19 and I feel like I’m going nowhere, thanks to nobody but myself. I’ve been working on my portfolio for uni...
Got my prints back.
Although the photographs themselves are alright, the prints of them are sexy as fuck. I could take a picture of poo, and still be in love with a good print of it.
My Birthday is in 11 days.
puddlemereunited:
I’m not really doing anything for it, just going out for dinner with my family but I can’t even pick a restaurant.
Lmao….same